Thursday, April 14, 2011

My Rcok 'N' Roll

Can't stay at home, can't stay at school Old folks say, ya poor little fool Down the street I'm the girl next door I'm the fox you've been waiting for Hello Daddy, hello Mom I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb
Hello world I'm your wild girl I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb Stone age love and strange sounds too
Come on baby let me get to you Bad nights cause'n teenage blues Get down ladies you've got nothing to lose Hello Daddy, hello Mom I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb Hello world I'm your wild girl I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb Hey street boy what's your style Your dead end dreams don't make you smile I'll give ya something to live for Have ya, grab ya til your sore Hello Daddy, hello Mom I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb Hello world I'm your wild girl I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb
girls like this are the rock and know how to live!
Stoned drunk fucked thats how it should be.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Jonathon Robert Humpreys.

Eleven months have rolled by like leaves in the wind peacful wonderful and free. And they have be the best evelen months of my life. When you first talked to me ha wow you were funny every text was was sweet and you like understood me even though you have never ever seen me or heard my voice, but you seemed to know what to say. you asked if you could hear my voice i said yes well hell i was so nervous * phone rings* Im sitting there thinking omg what do i say but as soon as i answered the phone things went like there was no tomorrow. That night i asked my mom if i could have a mate stay for dinner she said it was fine. That day we wagged school, you said you were five minutes away form mine then you knocked just like that. That knock was the most intense knock my heart was beating hundred times then it should of been. but i got up and let him in. wow i don't think i ve seen such a different looking guy before but that kind of different were you just melt. Long eyelashes blue and green eyes brown hair and very tall. He just simply said hi were is your bedroom and i pointed were to go and of in a flash he was on my bed just waiting i jumped on him thinking to my self honestly who does that jump on someone they have just met . But we got talking and it seemed we just got on like peas in a pod it was wonderful  then he asked me and he said faith i said yeah well i well hold on  well would you like to go out with me i just looked at him and nodded my head very fast with the biggest  smile on my face.When he got home he texted me non stop and rang me it was amazing. We have been together for eleven months and i dont think ive been happyier he makes me so amazing insde to be around with him.Jonathon Robert humpreys you are incrediable amazing lovely. i love you and there is nothing that can change that ever.
I don't like people writing blogs about me, but i read what you wrote about me. And fuck I'm doing it again. I hate the fact that I'm putting you second best when you should be my first best. You texted me yesterday " can i have my best friend back" i was on my break and i turned away from my phone in tears. At that moment  i have come to my senses and I'm not going to make plans with you form now on, ill wait for you to come up with something that you would like to do and my response will be ill be over soon or ill see in you in five. Because from now on, I'm really going to make time for you " my best friend! "  I honestly do not know how i can be so rude to someone who cares for me so much, but yet i can sit here and treat you like shit, i don't know why but I'm super super sorry. i know i've made promises and never kept them. How crap is that. But I've decided to not make promises until i can trust myself with what i say ill do. all I'm asking and if you can do this one more time, don't give up on me.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


Over the past few years of being at school has sucked not being able to concentrate on anything but my boyfriend and what he was doing and what are we doing this weekend if we even hanging out. I didn't listen at all nothing, yeah maybe i took a few notes down but when i got home threw them out. It's my last year this year and I don't think I've ever been so proud of myself at all same with my parents they haven't seen me like this at all and so very proud of me. It's the best feeling when your parents tell you that they are proud of you and tell you to keep it up with the great work that i am doing. Looks like to world is turing around for me.

can't take back time

It's just plain murder!
So cruel, so much hate!
Just a heart ache, so much weight that is on my shoulder's.
Something i can never bring back ever again. Only one in a million.

Monday, April 4, 2011

It hurts, burns in fact

I hate thinking but I seem to be doing it latly and I don't no why I am im so very sorry but I think I might need to think again. In all honest truth it's me not you and I know people always say that and really it is the other person but not this time it's me sorry. I don't no why im picking up on this?


I wish I could see this everyday of my life!