Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
The time we have been apart as a couple have been the worst time of my life, i have to sleep in another room because im so used to you being here, why did you have to leave me, i know its only been so short of time but it hurts so bad i just want you back, if you did you would never ever have to think if you want me as ill be the best you've ever seen you just wait until you take me back then you'll see, there is no one else in this world for me but you this is the worst thing for me, we did things with each other, things we have never done before, if you come back to me i want to make you life heaven and happier than when you first met me, i will make sure you get time with your friends yes i will but all you need to know is we are both stronger if we are together, oh if you'll only see......" I will never ever do this to you ever again ill love you untill the end of time""
left with guilt and anger. leaving you astray was by far the worst thing i could have done to you. especially when you just wanted a weekend away from him and a weekend with me. i've told you for so long that you've never made time for me, and finally when you do, i turn my back and do the same thing. i'm sorry i left you, and i'm sorry that i knew what i was doing was wrong. i've blown all chances with your time. and i understand. i'm going to miss you. in fact, i haven't stopped. "Im thanking you for knowing what you have done just please don't do that to me ever again!"
Going threw peoples blogs reading them, about love about hate about lieing about almost everyting. Then I came across yours... You said you would alwasy defend your friends no matter what becasue thats who you were like to defend your friends. Now that I think of it I wish you were all mates again. I no you enjoyed being around them and how they all came over and all we guys did was play cod I could see that you were so happy with them all. It was fun I must admit they were all a great bunch of lads. I think you should really consider about talking to them again. You once said to me that he was the only one who knew what you were always talking about if you had problems with me or anything else he was there to help you out. You too were my favourite site to see, when you guys hung out just to see you happy and mucking around like boys do. It kills me that you are no longer mates over something so stupid "a girl" really you should of think about it more on what you have lost. You can always have girlfriends or whatever but you can only have one good set of mates and I think you have lost the best set of mates you could of even imagined for. They were all so funny and amazing to hang with. It's simple they made you happy and you lost them. The only person I can blame in this time is me. It was stupid for you to choose the "girl"over them I don't get it and I think you guys should be all together again. It's just as simple as that.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
The way you used to clinch up your face when i tickled you, When you called me angel, when your mom and dad called me angel, the way they always had wide open arms hugging and loving family you had i loved everything about them, they were always so amazing. When we first met you were so funny and i fell in love with you straight away, Then you mailed me on bebo after i saw in at the plaza, saying hey you, then we got talking and talking and we could just forever it was amazing, then you said let me ring you, i was so nervous and i didn't no what i would say or if i would sound like a dick, we talked for two hours straight about everything and anything, movies and what we liked what our favorite colors were. I miss spending time with you miss watching you play football and almost about every-time start a fight. Yes we had so many problems but we always used to sort it out even thou i still knew you were doing the wrong every-time, every-time i caught you out you always seemed to have it figured out and know what to say and i would forget about it but in my gut i knew something was up but i decided to only try see the good. For the first six months we were going out were the best time of my life your were incredible. all I'm saying is i miss you so much every time i saw you i wanted to be with you and go home with you and spend time with you like i did every time we were together. But all thats now changed hasn't it, your doing drugs drinking more than you should be when you know its so bad for you it scares me to think were you are now, but i hope you know that I'm always thinking of you and wondering what your doing. i miss you.
Monday, March 7, 2011
So what if you’re younger than me, so what people say, fuck them is all I say. You’re amazing you are. you make me feel that I can trust you so that’s a biggie for me, to trust you, yes I have been out a bad relationship and I take it out on you in how i sometimes don't trust you and that you wont cheat on me, but you promised me something and you kept to it. You’re one in a million and I have you and im never ever letting you go, your my angel you really are, yes we have little tiny arguments about something we think completely different about but after five minutes were tackling each other over and tackling until one of us peaces it, but there's you have to get the last tackling or punch in don't yah. But that’s what I love about you. We do lots of things together go for walks, drives, picnics, talk about anything to each other even if it is the most embarrassing thing, but were there for one another, I don't no what id do with out you, your making my life so much easier for me baby, so what lets take this life together your amazing I love you!
Thursday, March 3, 2011
i miss those days when we were so young and knew nothing of the other world out there that we are now doing today. If i had to choose my best memory it would have to be that, the first time i stayed at your place. your amazing Hollie Oneill.